tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12525802765320282662011-11-28T00:50:41.859+01:00This is about my struggle with ADHD/ADD from a female and adult perspective.Akanianoreply@blogger.comBlogger501100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-69948142704740772332009-11-22T11:49:00.001+01:002009-11-22T11:51:17.347+01:00

iI've been feeling so low about myself. I'm studying an Architecture degree, and working part time too. Work and Architecture don´t really mix especially for someone who´s time management disordered as myself.I have dyspraxia/dysgraphia and ADHD and my planning and time management are really bad. I think they feed off each other.The dyspraxia also means that I´ve problems with drawing and I'm

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A whole year without posting!!! I kept thinking about posting but couldn't and avoided it. Why do I do that?I was so incredibly stressed with my architecture course it was unbelievable.My immune system was down and after years of not having cold sores. I got 2, one after the other. It was horrible and I ran out of iron, I became quite anemic, not too severe though but bad enough that I would get

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-77094730730257292712008-08-11T14:12:00.002+02:002008-08-11T14:14:34.960+02:00

I really should post more.this is where I should have posted about my trials and tribulations in Bristol but I couldn't post. I was too stressed to post so I haven't written anything at all! I guess I'm not a writer who writes about melancholy and works better under pressure.This is from a post I posted elsewhere.The anti-depressant reboxetine has also helped. It stops me obsessing. I still get

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-73923890382117725202008-07-05T18:15:00.003+02:002008-07-05T18:32:14.223+02:00

So I went to Palma de Mallorca for a few days to visit my boyfriend. I had a great time but then on the way back, my plane was delayed by 2 hours, and when we landed in Madrid, it took ages for our bags to come out. So instead of leaving the airport about 10:30 pm, we left at 1am! And of course by then all the regular buses were finished so had to take the long way to the metro, then catch a bus

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-46941312967635752682008-06-25T12:01:00.003+02:002008-06-25T12:51:22.065+02:00

I posted previously about my related complaints and how there seems to be always something wrong with me. Hmm, I'm looking at my blog, and can't find any posts like that. Maybe I posted somewhere else.Anyway make a list:I have asthmaI have eczemaAllergiesBalance and vertigo problemsBody dysmorphic disorder. I have had this since I was about 13. It's gotten better, I either hate looking into

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Another anti depressant. As long as it's not Venlafaxine/Dobupal/Effexor. EURGH. It stopped my rage, and sadness, but deadened me and it DOES raise blood pressure even AFTER stopping. Which reminds me, I have to get back to the dock to see what my blood results said. Damn, it's been a month and a half and I keep forgetting. Anyway, moving onto other news. I'm not going back to work!! I gave in my

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WELL. Anyway, in my numerous wanderings around Internet, I often come across Wikipedia. Sometimes I HATE Wikipedia, not because of what it is, but what it makes me do with all those hyperlinks and links to oh such interesting topics. Last time I spent my time reading about the Simpsons. Religious symbolism, political symbolism etc. The Internet is a lifesaver and the downfall of many an ADHDer.

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I've always felt I wasn't hyperactive, though looking back, I was. As a child I ran around all the time, especially as I had male cousins closest to my age. But because boys are supposed to be hyperactive, and I was with boys a lot of the time, it was natural I would be a bit active. So that was good. Although, why it's so bad for a girl to be climbing trees and things, I don't see. I certainly

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-38517168999636314652008-06-08T23:17:00.000+02:002008-06-14T17:00:52.178+02:00

I really liked this Eurovsion song by Sebastian Tellier "Divine". It's so catchy and I can't get it out of my head! So I'll just pass it on... It's so fun, of course it was too good for Eurovision. That's for crap music. That Russian song which won urgh! It's like sugar candy for the brain and sooooo boring. Now this is fun and summery.Divine

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It's my time of the month (a bit early) and yesterday I slept and slept the whole day. I did nothing. I fell into bed about 2am, I woke up at 9am, then fell asleep, then 10, puttered about a bit, ate something felt tired and went back to sleep. Got up at 12, read a bit, ate something, realized I had a massive headache then fell asleep, tried to wake up at 3 and fell asleep again. I didn't really

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-53309245144839989512008-06-01T11:24:00.000+02:002008-06-01T11:48:50.222+02:00

It's been kinda exciting, well, more stressful. We are in the process of moving at work, actually we already have and we are starting at the new place on June. I couldn't really care less, as I've informed them that I'm going to leave at the end of the month. I wanted to leave earlier as I'm so sick of it but at least I get the 'pago extra' and my salary for the month at the end of June. My boss

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-51563544258922284622008-05-11T19:14:00.000+02:002008-05-11T19:46:22.518+02:00

So I've been accepted at uni, I'm very worried about my studying and procrastination. It's not going to be easy.For example, I'm doing an online photoshop course, and tomorrow, the 12th of May is the last day of the course. Have I finished all the exercises I had to do? No. Of course not. I just finished the 4th and I've another to go.Maybe cause it's in Spanish, but I stare at what it says and

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-801554699906310652008-05-06T18:11:00.000+02:002008-05-06T18:58:58.169+02:00

I took some paracetamol this morning and last night before I went to the gym. I used to suffer through body aches but this back strain is just painful. It's getting worse since Sunday. Last night, I kept waking up in pain. Putting a pillow behind my back helped but I’ll move and wake up. I hadn’t even noticed I was straining my back. That’s what sometimes happens with ADD, you forget about your

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-70544917433334223302008-05-05T13:16:00.000+02:002008-05-05T14:01:28.638+02:00

Well, my four day weekend turned out well, though I didn't set foot in the gym like I had hoped. My regular gym was closed, and if I paid 4 euros extra for the month, I could go to their other gym on Sundays and holidays. But I didn't go. I had the suspicion I wouldn't but there are other sundays and there's another holiday. It's still a good deal.With regular, controlled use of green jasmine tea

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-5248645796965765382008-05-02T21:23:00.000+02:002008-05-02T22:01:13.277+02:00

(see the post below on my experiences with jasmine tea)I did some investigating and discovered that theanine is one of the components of tea, especially green tea. It calms apparently and further investigation seems to indicate that it works in the brain and increases serotonin and dopamine, and GABA. That would make sense.I was quite sure it wasn't the caffeine that drove me.Properties of

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I don't know why but jasmine tea often makes me concentrate a bit better. I drank two cups today and managed to fold all my clothes piled up on my chair, organize papers strewn across the floor, not all of them but I didn't do my usual bit of dumping everything to be organized, get overwhelmed and walk away. I did it sensibly! I just filed my bank bills, and cellphone bills, and those are done! I

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-49707206444455924782008-04-23T17:06:00.000+02:002008-04-23T17:06:51.214+02:00

WEIGHING THE FACTS: ADD/ADHD and Eating DisordersI'm trying to handle my weight. I've been throwing up, I hate throwing up, I prefer to restrict (bad, bad I know! But I'm getting desperate) and I just can't seem to stop snacking. AAARGh. I can't wear 75% of all my trousers (bottom heavy person) aaargh.

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Anyway, I continue going to the gym. Yesterday I had a Cardiobox class. I'm pleased, I ALMOST didn't go, I was going to curl up in bed with my book but I thought think of the money you've paid, got up and went! YIPPPEEEE! It was fun but hard for me. One, it was my first class, naturally hard for anyone (I had to keep telling myself that, so I didn't beat myself for not being perfect the first

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-57259540392184057472008-04-19T13:20:00.000+02:002008-04-19T20:30:54.247+02:00

I'm beginning to realize that there's a conception that ADHD equals lesser intelligence. I never thought that, cause I've been reading up about ADD for a long time, but after some conversations I've had on blogs, and even one conversation with one psychiatrist, some people seem to believe it means of lesser intelligence.The psychiatrist in question said, he didn't believe it as I had translated

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-71040052192113530442008-04-17T13:04:00.000+02:002008-04-17T13:21:42.663+02:00

This is one of the best explanations I've seen for how the ADD brain works. I'll certainly use this explanation. It's so annoying when it happens to me at work. I'll be doing something, then someone comes with a request and I do that and forget about what I was doing before, then I get into shit. AAAARGH! It's LIFO. Last In, First Out. I'm proud of myself, something did stick in my accounting

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-32892540145269463172008-04-13T17:20:00.000+02:002008-04-13T17:30:27.036+02:00

Except for the occasional foray into the bathroom, and I did some laundry, and I ate brunch, the remains of the "curry" and rice I made last night. I had a can of Indonesian chicken soup, added some coconut curry, chopped some zucchini and ate with rice. It was alright, something filling. Hmm, if I don't think about it, I don't get really hungry. I'm sort of tiptoeing in my head so as not to

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-37533161712682854412008-04-12T13:20:00.000+02:002008-04-12T13:30:44.095+02:00

2 posts in one day! Anyway, yesterday I went to a sushi restaurant near my workplace. I leave at 3 pm on Fridays, the rest of the week, I leave at the Spanish working hour of 7pm. Insane to leave at 7pm. But on Fridays, we don't have 2 hour lunch breaks and leave at 3. There's always traffic and the bus takes ages to come, so I decided I might as well go and have something to eat. There's

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There's a reason why I'm the procrastination meister. A month between posts? I thought about posting, had long posts in my head and never got them down. Aaaargh.Anyway, I'm feeling mildy suicidal. Might seem a weird way to put it. Most of the time I have a constant background whispers of "Do it. Do it". It being the suicide. It's constantly there. A lot of the time it's just whispers. Sometimes I

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-11458672936983846552008-03-13T12:27:00.001+01:002008-06-25T12:17:39.537+02:00

Anyway, since I have to write something in the blog or else I’ll forget about for another month, short or not.I’ve been feeling quite down lately, and all I can say is people suck. I hate work, and yes, yes, many people hate their job and their workmates, it’s not just me. Didn’t say it was, but I hate people. My next job preferably wouldn’t involve talking to humans. Okay, I guess I can’t

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-19290663088983344412008-02-26T10:25:00.000+01:002008-02-26T12:33:49.624+01:00

Anyway, I was late to work today, not really my fault though I could have left the house earlier. I went with my sister in her car who dragged herself out of bed late and insisted on doing her regular routine of making sure she was very well washed, dithering between jeans etc so left the house late and coupled with the fog and bad Madrid drivers, well late i was.So I'm trying to eat some kind of

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-7883143047596084072008-02-24T14:37:00.000+01:002008-02-24T14:38:31.900+01:00

ProcrastinationCurrently ListeningBest of BowieBy David BowieLoving the Aliensee relatedDamn, a whole month has gone by. I was thinking of going to blogspot but wasn't sure what I should call my new blog and kept on putting off posting here. Maybe I should get inspired by David Bowie. I love David Bowie, he appeals to my sense of twistedness..I finally went out last night after many months. I

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008I'm responsible?? Blergh.whatever.Anyway, at work, one of the interns guessed my age. I was surprised because people often think I'm younger than I am, although if I don't start getting proper sleep during the week, they will think I'm older.She said that she thought I was older because I appeared to be formal and responsible! That's the first time anyone's ever said

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« newerAkania's weblogolder »Thursday, January 03, 2008Happy new year and peripheral visionHappy New Year to all! And I hope this year is not as shit as the previous one. Ok, 2007 had its high points.When I was a kid, I thought we would all be dead by now, and here we are, the world turns. I thought the world would have exploded or something, well that's what they said on TV. I thought I would

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Thursday, December 27, 2007Am too lazy to write a proper entry so I'll post what I posted on another blog of a woman who's discovering she might have ADD.You down with ADD, yeah you know meHi, sounds exactly like me. I was diagnosed with ADD. I really wish I had an offical diagnosis when I was younger (actually I was pretty sure but didn't know what to do about it.) The not doing ANYTHING, being

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-51166356871997469902008-02-24T14:30:00.000+01:002008-02-24T14:32:56.367+01:00

Wednesday, December 12, 2007ADD ADHD is great!I was reading this blog about whether 'positive' ADHDers (ADD is great!) ignore the problems of those with ADD.Yes, ADDErs have lots of strengths likeCreativeSpontaneousFun guy to be aroundGreat brain-stormerGreat multitaskerGreat sense of humourGreat with kids (central figure around kids)Hyper focus !!Move on fast – never hold a grudgeThinks 2 meters

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Friday, December 07, 2007Brains of ADHD kids wired to feel stressWell, so that's why I always feel like I'm running around in circles, and get all helpless. I've difficulties coping even for the simplest things I know shouldnt be hard, but it I just feel like a ditz. Yelling at myself why?? Frustrating!Brains of ADHD kids wired to feel stressBrain scans have revealed that children with the

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December 03, 2007Study from the Univ of Florida about heart risks of stimulants in children with ADHDThere. I can pinpoint Ritalin as one of the factors in my high blood pressure.UF study examines heart risks of stimulants in children with ADHDGAINESVILLE, Fla. — Stimulant medications used to treat children with attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder may be responsible for an increased number

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Friday, December 07, 2007Tapered pants suck!Dammit. I have Genu Valgum and pes planus. I had gotten used to the flat feet, and the difficulty of finding shoes as my feet are also wide. The situation was better for a few years as shoes were wider and flat, ballet shoes, now it’s going back to narrow shoes. I’m going to have to stock up especially on the dress shoes. I had been having some knee and

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Monday, December 03, 2007Amsterdam returnSo it was my birthday last week and my boyfriend treated me to a weekend in Amsterdam where he's living for the moment and a pretty MP3 player. So I had a nice time, I was so relaxed mentally. I don't know why but he seems to calm me down, we are not opposites but complementary. Interesting how one person can chill me out like that. I'm sure my BP was very

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Monday, November 26, 2007Are you ready to join the Air Force? A maddening game apparently used by the Air Force to test pilots. If you do 18 seconds, you are doing excellently. My highest score was 13 and I had an average of 11 seconds.You have to avoid the black sides , and the blue rectangles from touching you, the red box. Click on the red box to move.http://members.iinet.net.au/~pontipak/

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Saturday, November 24, 2007Feeling like a failureI really should stop looking at Facebook. I just feel like a failure when I look up people I haven't seen in ages. Someone is on a grad network, someone is having a baby,etc and I'm like how come everyone is doing all this stuff, I'm still young, hmm, it looks like I'm not. I really don't feel my age at all. I've been in a funk for seven years. It

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Friday, 23 November, 2007 I’m sure many people are aware that some people with ADHD/ADD tend to have one or more symptoms of the ‘triad’of eeevill: asthma, allergies, eczema. I had eczema first. I had no allergies or asthma till I was about 19 when I got a bad bronchitis in the forests of West Virginia (so many frikking trees and plant stuff; strangers to my immune system) and I’ve had asthma

Akanianoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1252580276532028266.post-36430454079550177842008-02-24T14:07:00.000+01:002008-02-24T14:09:40.414+01:00

I'm at work, I should be working but blergh. You know the reason I like the internet so much is it's like my brain. You look for something, see something, jump to something, then you get reminded of something and wonder how something works so you look it up, see something, then jump to something.....Anyway, cause I'm boredYour Personality Is Rational (NT)You are both logical and creative. You are

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Wednesday, November 21, 2007 Looking like a foolI’m getting worried for myself really. I’m so out of it. I can’t even write my blog. Today since I have adrenalin running through my system, that’s giving me a kick in the pants. Last week I had to go to a hotel to pick up some books from a conference for work, and I had to get a taxi. I walked out, then decided that I shouldn’t get a taxi from

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Tuesday, November 13, 2007 ADHD kids less matureHmm, ADD kicking in again. I did think of blogging but I got distracted. The usual. Couldn't be bothered. We had a 3 day weekend and I managed to tidy up my room. I even moved my heavy heavy bed. It's been a while since I got hyperfocused and just zipped through my room, folding, packing, throwing away. I wish it happened more often. Though now I

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Friday, November 02, 2007 A girl named ManoloI’ve a terrible cold. I think it’s a bit worse though, an infection somewhere since I’m coughing green mucus, doubt it’s my sinuses, as they’ve barely bothered me, though I won’t get antibiotics, unless it doesn’t clear up in a week or so. There’s a campaign in Spain saying that we shouldn’t abuse antibiotics (about time!!! Finally). But then they

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Wednesday, October 31, 2007 That oh so familiar chill in the stomach strikes againCrap. At work, I forgot about an order for printing 26 pictures and get their picture frames. I thought it was all sorted out. I got the formal written order and thought it was all sorted out. It turns out I hadn’t even given the printing people the go ahead for the project, and I was just reminded by the person who

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Tuesday, October 30, 2007 Late, always lateYesterday was unmitigated chaos coming to work the traffic just gets worse and worse. I could take the train but I’m too scared. I would have to take a bus to get to the station, then the train takes a long time as it stops at every stop for ages for unexplained reasons. Then I have to take a metro, then another. Too much chance for screwups. I arrived

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Friday, October 26, 2007 Super Procrastinator al ataque!Super Procrastinator I procrastinate all the time. I don’t know why. Sometimes it’s sheer laziness, the rest of the time ADD ways. I forget to do stuff, and it doesn’t show on my mental landscape till later. Like it will take me months to do anything because I forget about it. For example the camera I bought in April which I’m regretting,

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Thursday, October 25, 2007Aw! My heartAnyone who has taken drugs for ADD knows they can be dangerous for the heart.There’s going to be a big study on the effects on the heart in the US , which is good I say.I was taking Ritalin but I’ve stopped taking it for about 2 months because of heart concerns. My blood pressure is through the roof, 150/90 (I’m 20something, not fat), I don’t blame Ritalin

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007Blurting and misunderstandingContrary to most ADDers, I'm not much of a blurter. That's because I've clamped my mouth shut around people. Auto-censorship, my therapist says. I did use to blurt things out a lot when I was younger and now just don't say anything except to people I know well and my sister who is used to the constant stream of mindfarts emanating from my

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007ADD is back! BlerghToday was a more typical ADD day. I had 7 hours sleep not bad but I woke up later than should have, stunned out of sleep as I was woken up by the alarm out of a dream, and promptly passed out again, then woke up again, oh shit I’ve to get ready and staggered out of bed. Dozed against the door. I felt like I’d been beaten but without the pain and

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007I wonder what happens if I touch this squiggly bit here...I wonder what happens if I touch this squiggly bit here....Yesterday, I messed up the telephone lines at work. I’m the exploited receptionist, secretary, and general office problem solver and whatever. I was bored, and wondered what happens if I call myself and transfer myself? Also it will seem like I’m quite

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007Sometimes unshit happensTuesday 23-OCT First, I had time for breakfast! And put on makeup! And though I walked fast, I didn’t have to run for the bus. One thing I can pinpoint to is that I ironed my top last night. I picked it up last night and saw it was very wrinkled, and ironed it cause I knew I wouldn’t have time in the morning. So I just slipped it on after my

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*****I'm transferring my XANGA posts to blogspot. I'm sure I'm doing things wrong, and there's some way of passing them over but I don't want to spend days trying to figure it out, so here goes*****October 22, 2007Well, the start of a new spanking blog. I hope I can keep this up as you know us ADD/ADHD people tend to start a new project and then forget about it as we jump to the next one. This is

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